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4am..saturday nite..trichy..im livn d dream.."n" large old monks down..(n has an integral value...daddy small nahn peete)..plus..arsenal jus won a crucial away match..a scrappy late goal by bendtner..2 1..hull went down..gr8 feeln..the league is open..im happy for a change..agar isi jazbe se khele to har samasya hull ho jayegi..chaat..i knw..im in trichy..wt do u xpect..?? godfather?? or twilight..as thez daz as edward cullen is more popular than michael corleone(n the new kids search it on google immediately)..it makes me wonder(jimmy page,respect)..wtvr happend to clean, non vampiric, non magical, non half alien/half wolf,plain human fiction..with twilight,harry potter,lotr bein d top selln novels thez daz, i feel good i ws born a lil earlier..we read good ole classics..alwaz had enid blyton for that idyllic fun..turned to hardy boys n 3 investigators(had to mention..my fav8 detectivs n thy had no money n no dog) for sm mysteries..sm nancy drew for cheap thrills..james hadley chase for that all american steet drama n then to pg woodhouse n odr serious black humour
novels..whr d protagonist ws a simple man wid no flyn powers..miss that time..tho grown back then had its cons too..no internet n no free porn..i mean it ws a bigdeal whn u scored a x rated cd..al d guys wr informd..the cd was passed n passed until al the moves wr mastered..old videos..sm random clip outta sm european film..lif was tuff back then..today u jus search "nude lesbian blonde" on torrent n u got a good nites sleep..no regrets tho..the trees were higher whn we wr young(roxy)..u gessd it rite..feeln a bit old..jus saw a couple of 1st years discussn physics lab record in front of bru..keywords wr .."rombha xperiment da..terror..spectrometer readn naai..machaa..2 credit..worst da..lab record..gpa..parents..da ..macha..naai..idea teacher"..i cud indrstnd d
naivety..bloody 1st years..so i thot..fuck..2 months(+1 for sm dedicated students lik me) n its gonna end..4 years i hav been w8n for it..hope its as sweet as it was promised..cul de sac no more..
alcohol..football..literature..porn..collg depression..all my fav topics covered n im short of subjects to write..music left..kirk hammett playn d unforgiven on my music player..the young man struggles on..reminds me of me(yes its my blog n im self obssesd)..1 message recieved..its dean.."if u up til 6..wake me up..".."if u go to london.buy me an arsenal jersey"..my reply..i feel gud..surd wil b mind fkd..i get kicks outta such replies..a quality i developd aftr comin here..takn pleasures outta simple things..good weather..edible food n cold water..helps me survive here..ndr msg comes..dean replies.."pinky..dirty 5"(USA humor)..damn d surd has learnt sm tricks of his own..i msg back my trademark hoho..i let him sleep..saale ko gym jaana hai subah aur main acchi body ka deewana hu..(im talkn d female body tho..fk u..)..ndr msg cms..not dean..its a junior.."hum kal subah match khel rahe hai??"..instant fkd up reply "matches insaan khelte..sher shikaar karte hai.." boom!!! the guy wil learn soon,,he has ndr 2 yrs in collg..final yr doesnt play early mornin on a sunday..
so ya its sunday tomrw..plan for tomrw..nil..wil wake up late..hope thr is smthn to smoke whn i get up..premier league matches tomrw..but fkn IPL is on..indians jus lov cricket..so no chance a few football fans wil outnumbr them n watch football in d common room..mayb the only positiv thing outta this is dat we hav a democratic system of tv viewership here..so probably wil b readn d live football texts on bbc.com..decent site..pro pak..but then evn d pakis shud hav smthn..tho thy claim evrythn to b theirs i wnt b surprised if indians land on moon n thy make a petition in UN sayn jinnah had bought sm land thr too in 1937 n show sm lame papers evn to support indian violation on their holy land(ISI..more respect).. so im talkn crap gain..panku is in askn for a smoke..il be back..


6 15am..a short trip to thuvakudi..( a typical bus stop wid nite lif 2 kms away from our collg on nh 67).. few chota gold n teas..sm edible shit..sm joints..im back in room..had a very serious argument on GDP rank of india(rankd 12 btw,not bad) ..at a point d argument went so out of focus..it proved its mathematical property of bein dimensionless..im stoned i can talk shit..i feel lik dylan..lay lady lay(if only)..3 mins 20 secs late..zimmerman does its magic...chaos is a friend of mine he once said..same pinch i added..so its lik andr haf an hour to 7..mess wil function..sunday breakfast is a delicacy here..plannin to go for it..dunno for sure..the fkn answer is not blown in d wind..to some more serious issues...socio economical -political instability..women bill..racism..or my fav..tennessee or scotch..?? i can fkn go for old smugglers rite now..fuck cheap liquor reminds me..forgot to wake up dean at 6..thr goes my jersey..8 secs later..msgd..call ka credit nahn hai n i cnt walk..its 10m away for fuck's sake..fuck..im plannin to post this random write up on my blog..wil mayb publish on it on facebook..havnt been thr for a while..people mite b gettn restless whr am i.cnt help it..im jus too gud..i lik facebook..as i once said.."u can see hot girls there n can comment too"..plus u can publish shit lik this..any writer's dream..now u jus cant die unpublished..lik a complete unknown..lik a rolling stone..shud change dylan now..a quick look in mY music..ticket to ride...john is on..andr 3 mins 10 secs...ndr decent trip..almost 7am..roomies is half awake..i can try and convince him to go for mess..but suddenly i dnt wanna go..im makn no sense..il play hearts
n sleep(teen patti nahn hai computer pe)..some minutes down..naa...wonder bsb wrote quit playn aftr thy got bored playn this..il fkn wrap it up b4 i jus completely stop makn sense..adios..hope utd drop points today..and there i go playn star again..